Nov 04, 2004 21:39
so i havent really been updating much...been in a down mood lately...but i bet none of you would have known...
so yeah...i dunno ive just been thinking about a lot of stuff...and like......i guess i realized that people are going to talk regardless. it shouldnt get to me. all i know is that i seriously have some of the best friends anyone could ever ask for. you guys are awesome...
i just dont know why some people have to be so damn.....confusing
i dunno...today i was actually in a really really good mood all day except the morning because i was...tired.
wrote some poems last night...read through my old ones...its crazy how one person could bring so much pain...especially after you give them so much. in a way its like...youre under a blanket for however long...and then all of a sudden its ripped off and youre so exposed to everythign and everyone. its the worst feeling...ever. i dunno..now im in a weird mood lol
i guess im gonna go
<3