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I don't think I handle things very well. When I feel that someone isn't returning my friendship properly or is treating me poorly, rather than talking to them about it I kind of just ignore them and write them out of my life, resenting them forever. I've lost myself a few friendships that way in the past few years, and I really hate that it's happened. I don't want it to happen again, but it's going to if I can't get the balls to just talk about what's going on. Ugh.