... sleep sounds pretty good.
goodness gracious, i'm tired. i'll make this short and sweet, as my bed is calling my name.
you know, it really sucks that people have screwed me over and hurt me so many times that i can trust absolutely no one without knowing every little detail about them. and even then, it's sketchy. i don't want to seem like the ultimate complainer- 'cause it's not like my life is shit. it just bothers me that people think it's ok to absolutely devastate someone, and then act as though nothing happened. it's not ok, and it never will be. there are consequences to everything you do.
on a happier note, i suppose, i was told earlier this evening while seeking advice that "life is not as short as people say it is. it's the longest thing you'll ever do". which, yes, is cliche- but it's also completely true. i can have fun, i can be adventurous! and the best part is, thirty years from now i'll look back and smile. no matter how many tears i cry now, i'll know it was worth it then. so i'm going to have to give it a shot. i may not be the prettiest, funniest, smartest girl in the world. but that's ok with me, because i like who i am. if no one else does, that's ok. i can't dislike others for disliking or not getting along with me. what do i have to lose?
you know, it really sucks that people have screwed me over and hurt me so many times that i can trust absolutely no one without knowing every little detail about them. and even then, it's sketchy. i don't want to seem like the ultimate complainer- 'cause it's not like my life is shit. it just bothers me that people think it's ok to absolutely devastate someone, and then act as though nothing happened. it's not ok, and it never will be. there are consequences to everything you do.
on a happier note, i suppose, i was told earlier this evening while seeking advice that "life is not as short as people say it is. it's the longest thing you'll ever do". which, yes, is cliche- but it's also completely true. i can have fun, i can be adventurous! and the best part is, thirty years from now i'll look back and smile. no matter how many tears i cry now, i'll know it was worth it then. so i'm going to have to give it a shot. i may not be the prettiest, funniest, smartest girl in the world. but that's ok with me, because i like who i am. if no one else does, that's ok. i can't dislike others for disliking or not getting along with me. what do i have to lose?