Fuck it. Fuck it REALLY REALLY hard.
I'm giving up on love... Not like I was really trying at it before..
Nikki's realtionship history:
Think I messed up?? No, it's supposed to be blank.
But whatever, what's the point? In the words of Bright Eyes: "Love's an excuse to get hurt, and to hurt.. Well, do you like to hurt? I do, I do. Then hurt me...." But yeah, I don't want to hurt again. I'm so sick of this never ending cycle of falling for someone and then getting shot down. I hate it, and I give up.
I'm setting my walls up and I'm setting them high. If there's someone out there who wants to love me, they're going to have to try REAL hard. Because I'm keeping my eyes closed and not searching for things that aren't really there..
Nikki's realtionship history:
Think I messed up?? No, it's supposed to be blank.
But whatever, what's the point? In the words of Bright Eyes: "Love's an excuse to get hurt, and to hurt.. Well, do you like to hurt? I do, I do. Then hurt me...." But yeah, I don't want to hurt again. I'm so sick of this never ending cycle of falling for someone and then getting shot down. I hate it, and I give up.
I'm setting my walls up and I'm setting them high. If there's someone out there who wants to love me, they're going to have to try REAL hard. Because I'm keeping my eyes closed and not searching for things that aren't really there..