Comments | darlingnikki586: dread..

darlingnikki586

dread..

Sep 12, 2004 00:19

am i the only one who DREADS the day i have to leave? i'm perfectly happy here in san jose. i dont want to go. i DO NOT WANT TO LEAVE. i've been breaking into random crying sprees lately. because I. DONT. WANT. TO. GO.

it's killing me.

only 5 days.

i dont think i'm going to survive. i really dont.

Comments 5

xweepingangelx September 12 2004, 02:33:52 UTC

=( ....<33 you nikki!!
don't go!!

darlingnikki586 September 12 2004, 20:44:02 UTC

=( i dont wanna!

wyzerthanyou September 12 2004, 23:12:53 UTC

So dramatic, its not going to kill you

darlingnikki586 September 13 2004, 00:37:01 UTC

yeah, love you too, aaron.

i've been told it's normal anonymous September 13 2004, 16:02:13 UTC

It's alright, i've been feeling that way too. Random crying... yepp... definitely. I completely understand. But ya know what?? I'm actually getting really excited. It's a chance to start over, meet new people, be whoever you want to be. No more high school cliques, no more of the "Popular crowd." Just try to think of all the good things that come along with moving! I know, i'm being such a hypocrite because i was dreading it about 2 weeks ago. Like seriously crying myself to sleep every night for about a week. But would you seriously rather be at deanza or west valley? living in a dorm and meeting people is like a once in a lifetime thing.

Okay, this is turning out to be a novel. LoL. Just keep in mind all of the good things that come along with moving... aka cute new boys!! haha and i'm always here if you wanna talk!

Luv,
Stacie