Of course I would respond. Oh god's I just can't believe there is another mom going through this, I am soooooo sorry, this is the worst thing any person in the world can face, I know cause as you said, its only been one month today since my son was stillborn. Hun, I am here for you for anything and everything, I am still suffering myself but I have moved through what you are going through right now in almost mirror image, I read your words it's like reading my own. I stare at my pregnancy pictures and then look at my belly now, a month later and cry because its so flat, when other mom's would be ecstatic, all we want is our baby's back safe in our belly's. My heart and my husband's heart ache for you and your family, please be strong for each other because this is the hardest thing your relationship will face and its hard hard hard no matter how much you love each other, cause you both will suffer so much, but it can make your relationship stronger. I do know I can't make this better, nothing can, but I can be a friend, and friends are what have helped me through this. You can email me at jaimemaynard@hotmail.com or even add me on Messenger if you use it so we can chat in private, also I am on facebook if you use that, I joined a group on there were I met some wonderful mommies who have been here and have found it healing. Super hugs..and tears for you, we just buried our Evan on Saturday, its a horrible place to be. Especially for those of us who were so intent that the body knows how to have a baby and we should just trust in it, this shatters that innocence like nothing can...gone forever, that to me is part of the horror, that I will never look at pregnancy with the same naive bliss again.
I do know I can't make this better, nothing can, but I can be a friend, and friends are what have helped me through this. You can email me at jaimemaynard@hotmail.com or even add me on Messenger if you use it so we can chat in private, also I am on facebook if you use that, I joined a group on there were I met some wonderful mommies who have been here and have found it healing. Super hugs..and tears for you, we just buried our Evan on Saturday, its a horrible place to be. Especially for those of us who were so intent that the body knows how to have a baby and we should just trust in it, this shatters that innocence like nothing can...gone forever, that to me is part of the horror, that I will never look at pregnancy with the same naive bliss again.
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