May 30, 2006 15:47
help.
i've done something terrible.
i lost sight, motivation, drive.
but most importantly...my scholarship.
now what?
just because i'm poor i can't get an education?
i can't afford school without financial aid.
this isn't fair.
i'm trapped.
i feel like i'm locked in a big box filling up with water.
now i'm in over my head.
i'm scared and suffocating.
disappointment.
my arch-nemesis.
i am my ultimate disappointment.
a schooless, jobless, homeless
loser.
the worst part is....
i've got no one else to blame.
nothing to believe in.
and my smile is quickly fading.
breatheme
wrap your arms around me