Back to schooooool AGAIN!

[darlinglexi]

okay yeah so its morning time.. bored so im updating nothing big recently except i met doug lol i wanted to meet doug lol fun fun.. yeah the fireworks last night were nice but now i forgot which ones are my favorite cause im not sure if i saw them or not well yeah hanging out with the crew lately enjoying it and hating it at the same time.. to me its like theres something missing.. actually two things missing or should i say people .. two people that i care about alot yet havent talked to really in awhile, either no conversing or 10 minute conversation every other day. oh well mostly my fault but oh well what can you do. im working everyday this week so i could have the weekend off and im hopeing that justin will be coming up that weekend.. god i miss him..yeah i miss talking to him too but thats a different story... do i have enough courage and energy to call a friend when im sad or depressed or anything along those lines just to talk to someone... no i dont.. maybe if i was around someone at a time i could tlak to them but i cant just be home and talk to someone on the phone about how i feel and shit.. i cant do it and i wish i could, wish i knew that people cared and that if i called them they could help me.. well one thing i must say is that Stharaah's Voithce is going to start soon lol.. jsut need to find some members.. so far its me and juz.. anyone wanna join .. only way you can join thou is if you find it funny or humorous in some way stho HA.going to school now and like gonna TRY and learn and not to hurt the most idiotic algebra teacher ever.. and hopefully tyhis time i could actually eat something at lunch... <3 Lexi

my wonder wall has fallen and broken into millions upon millions of pieces..

oh TCBY rules.. thanks to josh and SEA BASS aka Sebastian lol