i know that your true to me, your always there, you say you care, i know that you wanna be mine!
things are hard right now
more hard than anything ive ever gone thru
and ive been thru some shit
things that i dont think anyone could think possible, unless of course you've really been thru hard shit too but things right now are tha hardest. i meen very hard.
i dont know how to cope with this. something i never would of thought could happen to me! i meen i try to do everything right & it always blows up in my face. i feel like i never get anything in return fer bein tha things i try hard to be no matter whats goin on in my life everyday. ive gotten re-paid fer one thing and that was a hurtful relationship cos i know i have a perfect boyfriend now! im just tryin to vent so if you wanna read this go ahead-- if not this is just me bein a baby and almost losing it.
tonight i realized whats really happening to me. it hasnt hit me until tonight & i completely went nuts.
i know i have alotta people supporting me but because i can barely support myself i feel like i have no one. this hurts real bad. im just afraid. having my boyfriend with me thru this is tha best feeling, even tho i do feel like this is kinda hurting us both, its good to know that when i really need him hes there. hes so strong & he really does love me. & i can say that because i know its true, tha things we've been thru already i cant believe hes still here with me, right next to me, stickin by my side tha whole way. im a very lucky girl. i have a great boyfriend, a great best friend, a great family, brother, great friends period. i meen thru this i guess i do have alotta good. i dont know where im really goin with this i just needed to blow off some steam before i went to sleep. hopefully i dream good. this morning i woke up crying. it was REAL horrible.! =( i love my boyfriend so much & im so lucky to have him. I would never ask for anything more, ever. i got tha best of tha best. =] <3
i <3 dana lee feeney!
more hard than anything ive ever gone thru
and ive been thru some shit
things that i dont think anyone could think possible, unless of course you've really been thru hard shit too but things right now are tha hardest. i meen very hard.
i dont know how to cope with this. something i never would of thought could happen to me! i meen i try to do everything right & it always blows up in my face. i feel like i never get anything in return fer bein tha things i try hard to be no matter whats goin on in my life everyday. ive gotten re-paid fer one thing and that was a hurtful relationship cos i know i have a perfect boyfriend now! im just tryin to vent so if you wanna read this go ahead-- if not this is just me bein a baby and almost losing it.
tonight i realized whats really happening to me. it hasnt hit me until tonight & i completely went nuts.
i know i have alotta people supporting me but because i can barely support myself i feel like i have no one. this hurts real bad. im just afraid. having my boyfriend with me thru this is tha best feeling, even tho i do feel like this is kinda hurting us both, its good to know that when i really need him hes there. hes so strong & he really does love me. & i can say that because i know its true, tha things we've been thru already i cant believe hes still here with me, right next to me, stickin by my side tha whole way. im a very lucky girl. i have a great boyfriend, a great best friend, a great family, brother, great friends period. i meen thru this i guess i do have alotta good. i dont know where im really goin with this i just needed to blow off some steam before i went to sleep. hopefully i dream good. this morning i woke up crying. it was REAL horrible.! =( i love my boyfriend so much & im so lucky to have him. I would never ask for anything more, ever. i got tha best of tha best. =] <3
i <3 dana lee feeney!