slow hands (of time)
When I'm getting all paranoid and worried about other people's pasts and things I'm not so sure they've left behind, I tend to forget that I have become quite a different person than I was four or five years ago... and it happens to everybody. You're not the same person you were four or five years ago. Your life has changed dramatically.
My musical tastes are different (not so much different, just much more encompassing and refined... oxymoron??? it makes sense to me, don't worry about it), my style is different, my thoughts are different, my emotions are different, my surroundings are different, my personality is different.
The things I felt back then, for certain people, I don't feel anymore. I don't even think about him anymore. I don't think about the way I felt way back then... it's all a faded ghost, referenced only for personal historical purposes.
Why can't I realize that I'm not the only person who has this? We all do.
I'm not worried anymore. What's the point? Once in awhile, I have to reprogram my brain into remembering that worrying about useless things from the past won't change the fact that they happened, so there's not point in worrying, and all you can do is just move forward.
I'm moving forward.
My musical tastes are different (not so much different, just much more encompassing and refined... oxymoron??? it makes sense to me, don't worry about it), my style is different, my thoughts are different, my emotions are different, my surroundings are different, my personality is different.
The things I felt back then, for certain people, I don't feel anymore. I don't even think about him anymore. I don't think about the way I felt way back then... it's all a faded ghost, referenced only for personal historical purposes.
Why can't I realize that I'm not the only person who has this? We all do.
I'm not worried anymore. What's the point? Once in awhile, I have to reprogram my brain into remembering that worrying about useless things from the past won't change the fact that they happened, so there's not point in worrying, and all you can do is just move forward.
I'm moving forward.