Dec 30, 2009 03:09
One of the girls at work spooked me so hard tonight. She pulled the ol' "tap on the shoulder then hide" routine and I was genuinely freaked out because we've had some creepy stories about the building going around.
Work was hellishly boring tonight. Hey guys in bands: no one wants to see you up on stage rocking with your J-Crew haircut and your college polo t-shirt. So lame.
Crappy crowd - it was some birthday/xmas party that pretty much exclusively hosted people that I have never seen at the bar before and will probably never see again.
I work every night this week. Hopefully the rest of the week will prove to be much more entertaining.
Brodie hired me to photograph some upcoming events at the Casbah. I'm putting myself out there again in hopes of making 2010 my return to professional photography and possibly getting to the point where I can sustain myself. At least in Hamilton there aren't as many goddamn college student photographers maggoting around town, cheapening things.
Ever since the start of the holidays, probably around the 23rd or so, I've been feeling very lucid and blue. Anti-social. Avoidant. I can't tell if it's just some weird traveling blues or if it's a bout coming on. It doesn't feel like it... this just feels like some random pit I've found myself in.
I need to find a purpose.
photography,
holidays,
this ain't hollywood,
shows,
depression,
work