lost a lot of blood
"Once in awhile, once in awhile, you got to burn down your house, keep your dreamin' alive."
I am totally useless lately.
Please, someone, something, show me that my life does in fact have some kind of meaning?
I'm really into this "do what I want, do what I feel, don't do anything I don't feel like doing" way of life that I've got going on, but sometimes it makes me feel like such a lump of crap... a lazy, lump of crap.
Life is beautiful but it can also be a beautiful black hole.
Also, I am starting to love cigarettes again.
Fuck me.
Edited to add:
Well, the good thing about being in this headspace is that I get songs done. I finally finished the lyrics/vocal parts for "Black Blood". One song left to finish before Tuesday night. I usually work well under pressure, so here's hopin'.
I am totally useless lately.
Please, someone, something, show me that my life does in fact have some kind of meaning?
I'm really into this "do what I want, do what I feel, don't do anything I don't feel like doing" way of life that I've got going on, but sometimes it makes me feel like such a lump of crap... a lazy, lump of crap.
Life is beautiful but it can also be a beautiful black hole.
Also, I am starting to love cigarettes again.
Fuck me.
Edited to add:
Well, the good thing about being in this headspace is that I get songs done. I finally finished the lyrics/vocal parts for "Black Blood". One song left to finish before Tuesday night. I usually work well under pressure, so here's hopin'.