black saturday
I'm in a very black mood today.
Last night was a complete waste of life.
Sometimes it feels like people have more fun when I'm not around (not because of me, but because that's just my luck).
I'm in an "I hate myself" phase. I can't do anything anymore. The things I have the most passion for are the things that I apparently will never be good at or have the chance to do ever again. The life I am living currently is completely pointless, there is no worth to any of the things I do. My job is a joke, I keep my friends at a distance, my family is all so far away, I live in a wasteland of a "city", I hate 90% of London's population, the things I'm good at are the things I don't wanna do, the things I crave are the things that are impossible to reach, and I barely care about anybody.
Life is pissing me off today.
I just want to be out of the country right now, by myself.
Fuck you.
Last night was a complete waste of life.
Sometimes it feels like people have more fun when I'm not around (not because of me, but because that's just my luck).
I'm in an "I hate myself" phase. I can't do anything anymore. The things I have the most passion for are the things that I apparently will never be good at or have the chance to do ever again. The life I am living currently is completely pointless, there is no worth to any of the things I do. My job is a joke, I keep my friends at a distance, my family is all so far away, I live in a wasteland of a "city", I hate 90% of London's population, the things I'm good at are the things I don't wanna do, the things I crave are the things that are impossible to reach, and I barely care about anybody.
Life is pissing me off today.
I just want to be out of the country right now, by myself.
Fuck you.