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Oh, Dee Dee! Plz to be my boyfriend now, kthanx. <333
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Dave and I baked cuppycakes last night and decorated the apartment for xmas. It was an awesome night. I was a happy clam. Or something.
We made 24 cupcakes and today there are 6 left. HAHA! We've eaten a bunch (so much for going to the gym today, argh!) and I took some to work for the girls, and Dave took one for Jordan when he went to band practice tonight but,... yeah we mostly just ate them all. Lesson learned: red food dye does not a tasty treat make! UGH. Red tastes like POISON!!! Like I said... lesson learned.
I think I will bake more cupcakes soon. They turned out delicious and were fun to bake! Our mouths were all blue and red, but it's okay because WE THINK EACH OTHER IS BEAUTIFUL JUST THE WAY WE IS, DAMMIT.
The tree looks so bootyful! All of our decorations are silver and glass, and there's white lights on the tree, so it's really pretty and elegant looking. The rest of our decorations are all silver too. Our living room is all black, white and silver, haha. BLACK METAL XMAS! \m/
I can't wait for xmas. I'm so excited to see my mom and my bro and my aunt and my cousin! Everyone, really. I love my family. Xmas this year, for me, is really void of any materialism. I am not buying gifts for almost anyone, (maybe just my mom and her husband, and something small for my brother), and I am not expecting anything. My mom is taking all of us to Jamaica in May, and that is good enough for me. That is more than enough, really. (But damn will it be fun!)
It's not that I'm ultra-broke this year or anything, it's just that, I'm not really in a major position to be spending money on gifts, and I'm really feeling the whole vibe of "what's the point in a day dedicated to buying stuff for people? why can't I just buy things for people when the mood strikes, any time of year?" I love xmas, I love the holiday spirit, I love the decorations and the warmth they bring to the season, and I love how family-oriented it has always been for me, but I'm just not into the gifts part of it this year. I'm just not feeling it. Meh. Oooh look at me, rebelling against xmas. Rebel, rebel, you tore your Mrs. Claus dress.
Needless to say, I'm still excited for it.
My birthday is in 17 days. I don't care anymore. It's not going to be as fun as I wanted it to be because there is a big show in town that night that is going to conflict with the one I was doing at CTO, and most of my friends will be at that one, and so I'm really bummed out, and thusly I'm giving up on caring. Plus, I have to work a LOT the whole weekend of my birthday. Ugh. So lame. Whatever, it's not like I'm super excited to be 25 or anything.
Oh great, now I'm in a bummy mood! Poo.
Something positive, something positive... uh, I had a good workout today at the gym? Kinda pointless since I ate like 4 fucking cupcakes today so that basically cancels that out, but I guess it still counts for strength-training. Yay!
I was casually reading about this today. Awesome! Why can't a dance plague break out in London!? Is anyone else reminded of the "Thriller" video? ha.
Oh ps. here is a drawing I did of Dave on a table at Crabby Joe's last week:
It's my interpretation of Dave after drinking shots of strawberry vodka. True story.
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