what a break...
wow do i have so much to update about. my first college spring break
pretty well spent. didnt do anything madly crazy like go to cancun or
anything. but had a blast chillen with the homies. well here it goes:
- first and foremost: LENT IS OVER!!!! I CAN FINALLY DRINK!!! HELL FUCKIN YAH! do
u understand how hard it has been to give up alcohol as a freshmen in
college. damn. no more watching everyone taking shots while im faded.
yay. I started drinking at one in the morning. i love getting drunk
with my cousin krystle. she cracks me up all the time. april is such a
weak sauce though. she took one shot of southern comfort and a smirnoff
and she was already falling all over the place. busted an all nighter
as i chit chat away with my first boyfriend ever. haha. good times
- cousins debut: i
was trippin out for krystles debut because we as "cool kids" didnt do
shit for her. and this is unacceptable because krystle is mine and they
did a nice slideshow for my debut. miracously i was able to gather and
organize some last minute things and we ended up performing the
eightenn memories of krystle. i was practically the main character as i
took a lot of the roles of krystle through her whining and oh so
krystle stages in her life. everyone liked it so im happy.
- time with ginabeanz: so
i guess i cant say i dont have friends at berkeley anymore if one of
them bought a plane ticket to chill with me during spring break. dude
it was soo dope. i hope she had fun while she stayed with me. i didnt
take her to any super partying places. i mainly dragged her along on my
random kick backs. i thought it was great how i was just chill and went
about my everyday life with her without the feeling that i had to bust
some magic to show her a good time. so gina if ur reading this, ur a
real chill person and im glad i met u and we've become good friends.
- rex's bday/ gina's first night: dude how perfect was it that the first day gina came there was a kickback for all the homies to celebrate the birth of rex. so first we went to hooters (my first time ever to go there). good stuff. chicken aint that good. then we went to rex's. its funny how i told gina before getting to rex's house that all the girls would be in one room while all the guys are in another room scratching and shit. and to my surprise thats what exactly happened. except towards the end there was a twist because we all decided to dance to random stupid songs in rex's garage the whole night. it was fun ... but u got to admit... pretty random and weird. and we were hella dancing too. moments like those make me hate berkeley because i know im missing more moments like that as im away. yet it also makes me reflect and appreciate the times that i do share with all the homies and get all giddy that i have dope homies that are so chill and fun and even though i come around once in a blue moon it can still feel like ive never left.
- <>kaylee: the next day i went to go visit gladys baby. it was the first baby that was just a couple of weeks old that i thought was cute. u know how babies are ugly when they're just born. well gladys baby is freakin adorable. i didnt stay long. and i promised i was going to go back to visit her. but i didnt. i feel really bad that i didnt spend more time with her. oh well i guess i have to make it up during the summer.
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<>out till 5 am with parent approval: now
i know i am currently in a new level of maturity when my dad calls me
at 3am asking me where i am and what time im going home, and then
saying ok goodbye. for the first time ever... the girls, with exception
of a couple of no shows, went out till the butt crack of dawn with NO
parental blowing up phone madness. we went to irvine and partied with
some kaba heads so gina can meet up with her homegirl. all the girls
drank as i sat as a spectator. first time i was sober while everyone
else was drunk and i was having fun. unlike sober berkeley nights where
i felt weird at one point of the evening. anyways... we headed over to
irvine around
10-11. another trip because usually if we're not out by 9 then our
rents will say "its too late now where are u going." given that most
girls were saying they were at their dorm still... this occasion is
pretty big to us. left late came home late. wow we're growing up. tear tear.
- <>kickback at dmanos: so on gina's last night we went to dmanos house and drank and smoked. i learned what a shot gun is. and feel very proud to be the first to make gina cough. good times with the homies again.
- date with chris: wow i
cant believe its over! i know ive been saying that for the past how
many months, but my date with him proved it even more. i practically
spent the whole day with him last sunday as we went snowboarding with
each other and we didnt hold hands, cuddle, or kiss. its amazing. i mean
i had the urge to just because ya... its chris... but it wasnt strong enough to act
on. my last and final test will be this weekend as he comes to visit me
at berkeley. ahh i cant wait. i really dont know whats going to happen.
in occasions like these i usually enter with the mentality that nothing
is going to happen because "eww i wont let it" but then in the back of
my head i replay certain could be scenarios. sigh*
- sleep over with kym: on tuesday i wanted to go to the poetry slam thing but the rain scared me to death plus it delayed kym from coming to my house. but all is good as kym spent the night and we went to go eat out with aileen and rheiann.
- i heart hucklebees: did u know that we are all connected together underneath a blanket and that kym cant watch a movie straight without falling asleep or going on the phone with steve.
- cousin disapproval: so on my myspace people have been
commenting me on "oh yay u can drink again" or "good time getting high
together". well my little cousin who is in the 8th grade came across it
and called my sister just to ask if i smoke. what an example im
portraying. there shouldbe an age limit to who can join myspace.