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so ive neglected my lj for awhile. ahhh im getting sucked in by myspace. im suppose to be studying for my stats quiz. its 2 am and i have still failed to open my book. good lord im such a procastinator. o btw... talking about the lord... i darlene rabena am giving up alcohol for lent. oh yes u read me correct. automatically one would jump to the notion that im joking. i myself dont think its possible to go through 40 days (actually about 47ish i forgot but i know forsure its more then 40) without drinking. how do u party sober? sad how i forgot when i could just go out being my sane self. this doubt in myself is the driving force thats makes me want to give it up more. have i became dependent on alcohol just to have a good time? my inner voice is saying... yes. but i refuse to admit to this possible addiction. therefore i will not drink a beer nor shot during this lent season. this will not only take away my growing beer belly... but hopefully this sacrifice will bring me to reconcile my sins and become closer to the lord. plus, i havent been doing smart things while im drunk...
ps. if ur smart ull notice that although im giving up alcohol, i never once mentioned weed.
pss. its official im going home in march 18. sniff sniff** ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!! i miss u fuckers more and more each day!!
psss. i might get a job helping a disabled go pee pee. yay 15 bucks an hour!
ps. if ur smart ull notice that although im giving up alcohol, i never once mentioned weed.
pss. its official im going home in march 18. sniff sniff** ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!! i miss u fuckers more and more each day!!
psss. i might get a job helping a disabled go pee pee. yay 15 bucks an hour!