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I don't know what to think of VJ occupational therapist. I think it is too soon to call her a "quack" VJ was somewhat willing to work with her so that is a plus for her. I guess we will have to see how it goes for a few sessions. I am working on organization(key word here is "working")
I have my colonoscopy on the third of June. Meh.
I leave for Texas in two days. Really haven’t worked up much enthusiasm for that either. I think I am just in a funk. I want to sleep all the time. My favorite time is after VJ goes to bed because that is another day down. I don't have any goal of why another day down is good or bad. Really everyday is rather a repeat of the same day after the same day after the day with different things clean and roughly the same activities with VJ because he is in melt down mode about everything but playing in his sandbox. You can only pour so much sand in a day..
I am utterly bored and discouraged. Trying to liven it up with all the paperwork I have to read and fill out. At least reading up on the therapy options is somewhat interesting. Working at my gratitude therapy but I took a break on the 12 step stuff because it depresses me even more.
I have my colonoscopy on the third of June. Meh.
I leave for Texas in two days. Really haven’t worked up much enthusiasm for that either. I think I am just in a funk. I want to sleep all the time. My favorite time is after VJ goes to bed because that is another day down. I don't have any goal of why another day down is good or bad. Really everyday is rather a repeat of the same day after the same day after the day with different things clean and roughly the same activities with VJ because he is in melt down mode about everything but playing in his sandbox. You can only pour so much sand in a day..
I am utterly bored and discouraged. Trying to liven it up with all the paperwork I have to read and fill out. At least reading up on the therapy options is somewhat interesting. Working at my gratitude therapy but I took a break on the 12 step stuff because it depresses me even more.