May 20, 2006 21:48
well.....hello...
this is me...writing a livejournal for the first time in 4 months
in reality there should be an amazing reason for this random post
but realli its just coz im bored shitless
no one fucking posts on this thing ne more
what happened to the amazing time of the fielder, izzi, katie bain,frankie,scott,hannah postings
now its just me.....and kat of course
im in sweden at the moment, the healthyness is driving me mad why god why did u have to give me health freaks for an aunt and uncle if i have to eat another fucking grapefruit i shall strangle myself with it. Of course gettin loads of new stuff and been taking to new places is amazing and im realli grateful
but....if im honest id rather be at home with my boyfriend and my friends just chilling out without having to worri whether i eat too much chocolate for my relatives liking. I feel like im losing what it is to be me coz im being influenced so much
and on a closing note......im beginning to think im in love.....i kno its a major thing to say but im serious its like i dont i have to be something im not around him, he doesnt push me to do ne thing i dont want to do.... he also just wants kisses and cuddles like i do
<3 u andrew xxxxxxxxxxxxx