God will give me justice
boring day today i got to spend it with my family...we went to comic frenzy which was quite funny, and we went to this elvis impersonator thing which wasnt too bad. pretty lonely day tho even tho i was with people most of the day. sometimes it just kicks in how lonely i actually am and how little contact i have with people outside of my apartment and neighbors its quite sad actually. i feel so disconnected with friends from home...which is prolly mostly my fault, and i have no one to care about, like other than friends idk its stupid but i really just want someone and thats not gonna happen, especially here. i saw the most gorgeous girl today, i actually first saw her in the library a couple weeks ago and she was literally stunning and then i saw her tonight at the elvis thing but im too much of a nerd to go up to her and talk to her, and i dont want to be like any other dumb guy who trys to go up and hit on her, oh well such is life. sorry anyone who doesnt care cuz this is pretty whiny but i didnt ask you to read it anyway well its late and i have church tomorrow