Ramblings of boredom and then some

Apr 07, 2003 10:22

We been friends for a long time, a very close friend of mine
Love you like you was mine, but respect a thin line
I love you like you was mine, think about you all the time
Very close friend of mine, but respect a thin line

Opposite's attract
When the female and male come in contact
Sticky situation in fact
Tryin not to let the feelings catch
But there's a thin line between both of y'all
So you respect that
And entertain the idea, but get brought back
To reality, and could you really live with that?
Decision, based on intuition
You love and keep your distance
Hug and kiss in friendship

An ongoing kinship, we was people to begin with
Disrespect was not intended
but your feelings sparked the sentence
Sometimes you're too intense in your quest to invent
The perfect man, please understand, my rhyme is your repent

Man, too bad that we became friends first
I'm not on expert on how relationships should work
But, (echos) from the minute it as known
It changed the whole tone on how we spoke on the phone
Yo, it was cool but I felt it wasn't enough
And I was stuck when your moms would pick it up
Over you, all my buddies would swoon
But I felt we were in tune, you let me up in your room. (Damn)
But to me girl, you're still off limits
No matter all the times that I hinted (Yo, whatchu doin after this?)
Infactuation was authentic, but yo I just pretended
So I wouldn't lose the friendship
Maybe, I should spill all my guts
Or write a letter, then tear it up
Or do a song, just to say what's up
I want ... just ... a touch

I can't do this anymore
See my heart just spills out when you walk in the door
Friendship turns into lust and this only tip
That I can't comprehend even if I knew it
Can't do justice to these things that I'm feeling
You got someone else, don't wanna be caught stealing
Hell if she knew she would never leave us alone
in the roo-ooo-ooom

This was a lesson in friendship
I stress in this sentence
Should women and men be friends first?
And then slip?
My pen drips as I scribble my thoughts on thin strips
of devotion

Opposites attract
And best friends make a perfect match
If you only knew that
Once you cross, ain't no turning back
The minute you let him in it and he hit that
That's that

We was people to begin with, but you was too relentless
Jeporidizing kinship, respect is intended
Resolve is my intent
While we got it in
I'm tryin to salvage a friendship

So friday went well. I picked her up from home. Went to get some dinner at Bravo's. I was kinda nervous and I think it might have showed. While waiting for our table we sat and talked. She is really easy to talk to. It didn't feel strained or forced when talking to her or vice versa. She has a very dry and sarcastic sense of humor that I really appreciate and enjoy. It was mostly getting to know each other, I guess a little more without outside influences. Dinner was way to short. She had to wake up early the next day for work so I dropped her off. Then I meet up with Ray to check out Joe at Audiolab. He dropped some really nice tracks. Then home to sleep and not soon enough cause I was hella tired. I slept most of the day away. First time in a long time I've been able to finally sleep past 12. Woke up and had a very lazy day. Went to pick up something Val made for me at her work. I really appreciate it. Then I got something to eat and went to sleep early. I really didn't do much else this weekend besides that. Sunday was mostly about schooling and getting schooled but mostly the first.

So if friday went so well why am I considering not bothering and am still thinking about the past?
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