Feb 25, 2003 09:46
So yesterday I'm about the leave my house to go running. Then Natasha calls me and asks what I'm going to do. I say go running and she says she wants to come with. Ok I wait for her to get to my house then go running for about 45min or so. Then we go to the store to buy some things. Then back to my house to make some pasta for dinner and watch a movie. We watch "Down to Earth" and part of "Down to You" (purely coincidence that it was that combo, mostly becasue she couldn't handle watching "Rules of Attraction") We got to the birthday/Art gallery part then we started talking about what's going on in her life. I was at a point where I just didn't want to talk about it already with her. I mean its always the same thing with her and she says she knows then she does nothing to fix it. Well I'm not a insensitive prick (or at least I don't think I am) or maybe I was just really tired. She goes on this rant about how she doesn't know what to do and she isn't going to bother me anymore with her problems. Not in a mad at me way, I think she is just frustrated about what's going on and being so indecisive about it. I wanted to call her last night to invite her to Corinne's show on friday, but by the time we were done talking I was way too tired and I think it might have been a little too late. I'm getting to the point in my head where I know I could really screw this up if I wanted too.