Why ?
Do you feel something cold inside you ? Do you feel this pain who try to drown you ? Yes, and you cry. You want to scream to the world you're useless, stupide, ugly and more. But, you keep in your mind that nobody would hear this. Nobody loves you. Nobody wants you. Nobody needs you. Why ? Because you just want to disappear for ever, so in your mind you're alone. And nothing will change this.