Todays Ponderation
I don't think i have a soul. Or at least i do not believe that a soul exists.
This may just be a logical extension of my previous axioms, so if i have come to a wrong conclusion somewhere previous then i am wrong now.
However i am not convinced that my previous judgements were flawed, so i shall proceed.
I am a bundle of meat, chemical reactions, controlling hormones and nerves. Too over simplify.
I have a bunch of things programmed into me from the beginning; Puberty, Hair Colour, Sexual Preference &c.
These things combined with the experiences i have had come together to create me as i currently stand.
What i don't understand, is where a soul fits into all this.
Normally i would be refered to art at this point.
However to appreciate art i must be able to appreciate it.
It must engender desires or emotions that i can relate to and understand.
My father would not look at a Royo and consider it beautiful. He would see the hot chick but the accoutrement's and the background would be but fuzz. Because he understands the sex but not the whole dark/goth look.
The same with comedy. Family Guy would mostly go over his head. This does not mean that it is not funny or that he has no sense of humour.
Perhaps a persons soul is the summations of there beliefs. Because this is a 'Higher' set of reasons on which they base there decisions and therefore there actions.
I hate writing, it is so very draining. Pornographic or Philosophical i can only write for half an hour before i have to stop.
Thought Based OverDrive or Hormonal Change. Same thing really.
This may just be a logical extension of my previous axioms, so if i have come to a wrong conclusion somewhere previous then i am wrong now.
However i am not convinced that my previous judgements were flawed, so i shall proceed.
I am a bundle of meat, chemical reactions, controlling hormones and nerves. Too over simplify.
I have a bunch of things programmed into me from the beginning; Puberty, Hair Colour, Sexual Preference &c.
These things combined with the experiences i have had come together to create me as i currently stand.
What i don't understand, is where a soul fits into all this.
Normally i would be refered to art at this point.
However to appreciate art i must be able to appreciate it.
It must engender desires or emotions that i can relate to and understand.
My father would not look at a Royo and consider it beautiful. He would see the hot chick but the accoutrement's and the background would be but fuzz. Because he understands the sex but not the whole dark/goth look.
The same with comedy. Family Guy would mostly go over his head. This does not mean that it is not funny or that he has no sense of humour.
Perhaps a persons soul is the summations of there beliefs. Because this is a 'Higher' set of reasons on which they base there decisions and therefore there actions.
I hate writing, it is so very draining. Pornographic or Philosophical i can only write for half an hour before i have to stop.
Thought Based OverDrive or Hormonal Change. Same thing really.