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Well im here at work and it seems to me that everyone and everything seems to be pissing me off this morning (except my fabulous irish roomie Lauren). No big surprise tho because i have had it wit Frisco yet again. I'm so sick and tired of being jealous or even fucking worrying about his dumb ass! He is so fucking lucky that i love him to death and that he is my best friend(for 3 1/2 years almost 4 years around sept) cuz i would have cut this shyt off a long time ago. He tells me shyt that doesnt help our friendship because i have yet to get rid of all the ex-girlfriend parts that poison my mind at this point. It just makes me angry that he lets random bitches in his dorm room and shyt its stupid because to me his room is sumthin that was at one point ours. I kno it sounds super corny and over dramatized but wat the heck i dont give a fuck anymore. At this point im jaded to all of this shyt. So when im acting like an ass to him and not calling him he wants to all of a sudden be loving? JERK! watever its useless to think this is gonna change so imma just try to distance myself and also be there for him... sounds hard huh? yep thats the story of my life. Gotta do work i'll update more later unless i dont in which case... see ya next update. Muuuaahhhz