Jun 16, 2005 23:05
Well i hung out with Christine and Shannon all day.. it was pretty fun lol! sat under the gazebo for like 3 hrs just watching the cars and talkin crap bout people then got hungry so we went to Little Ceasers where i like totally pigged out cuz uh yea havent really been eatting much lately with everything thats been goin on.. of course Shannon paid cuz shes the only one with a job lol. Christine ate alot too considering she hasnt ate anything in like 3 days so yea im proud she ate something then we walked back to the gazebo then mine and shannons moms picked us up so yea we went to the standing bridcage... it was ok i guess i didnt accomplish my mission.. i chickened out! i had a chance and did nothing. oh well Shannon accomplished it.. im not gonna say waith who =/ lol i dont think she wants anyone knowing who.. Christine.. uhh idk but i think she accomplished it cuz i guess her and Andrew are back together...im such a failier!! at everything!! especially life.. i need a new guy.. someone who wont treat me like crap =/ idk if that is possible considering the guys im attracted to.. but i really need some sort of guy just to cuddle with or something cuz my life is honestly terrible right now!! worst week of my life.. and to add to the drama i have no swim suit! well i do but i AM NOT wearing it to the Beaupied's cuz uh well the top seems to fall off cuz its strapless and yea dont really need that happening with all the senior/college dudes there!! so yea hopefully i can get a new one tomorrow
PistonsGrl316: hey
xDarkxAngelx911: hey
xDarkxAngelx911: hows it goin
PistonsGrl316: good u
xDarkxAngelx911: uuh ok i guess lol
PistonsGrl316: whats wrong
xDarkxAngelx911: my life...
PistonsGrl316: what happened
PistonsGrl316: nicki will help
xDarkxAngelx911: uh 1)my bf or ex whatever is tellin people were not dating anymore but hasnt seem to got to tell me 2) the kid i went out with b4 (who i still like or did like) hates me now and says theres no chance of us again 3) im getting surgery monday and i did somethin tonight that might make it difficult 4) theres something wrong with my mom and shes had to go to the hospital 5) my sugery is gonna leave me on crutches for at least 3 weeks
xDarkxAngelx911: and theres more but i dont feel like typin them all
PistonsGrl316: ohh im sry
Yea pretty crappy... I have to chug as much water as i can before monday or else i think im gonna die =( oh well not like anyone cares.. i cant believe i did it!! its all Christine and Shannons fault.. and my own cravings that i could not control .. so i guess its my own damn fault.. now shannon wont be my friend after monday if anything happens.. lol i can feel the love =/
Oh yea.. i offically claim 14 as my unlucky number.. the 14th of april was the day i screwed up and broke up with AJ and then the 14th of this month i found out about Glen.. wow weird coinsedence.. yea weird things like that have been happening to me lately..
Ugh.. My Life Blows..