I know I havent posted in a long time......
I feel like this is the only place I can yell and scream my frustrations out.
I love someone so much, but yet I have such a hard time communicating with her. She puts a tremendous effort into trying to communicate with me, but it gets old fast for her. I can not blame her though. If I was trying to communicate with a person and they were just dumbfounded or so hardheaded, I would give up too. I get so frustrated and I can’t even speak clear sentences that are even comprehensible. I have always rushed things and used the excuse as I don’t care. I know some of my friends who read these posts know how I feel about her. I light up and even glow when I start talking about her. Though, If I really care for her…. I need to work on this issue and be able to communicate with her.
Why do I do act this way?
What can I do to make this work?
I don’t want something as silly and stupid as not being able to communicate with each other as a main issue.
I rather an issue between us am something simple as who should take out the trash or something along those lines.
Communication is important though, if I cant even talk to her and get past how good of a day it is, how can I ever have take care of her?
I have always thought of myself being a strong person and being able to handle so much in my life. My only weakness and I know I have had it for a long time is just basic grammar of the English language. I have always kept ignoring it, because I was ignorant. Now I have someone who means so much and its starting to haunt me. What do I do now? I feel like I am kicking myself in the ass.....
I just want to tell her I love her and I would do anything for her. I think she knows that but I still need to be able to communicate with her
I am crazy about her and I need to fix this.
I love someone so much, but yet I have such a hard time communicating with her. She puts a tremendous effort into trying to communicate with me, but it gets old fast for her. I can not blame her though. If I was trying to communicate with a person and they were just dumbfounded or so hardheaded, I would give up too. I get so frustrated and I can’t even speak clear sentences that are even comprehensible. I have always rushed things and used the excuse as I don’t care. I know some of my friends who read these posts know how I feel about her. I light up and even glow when I start talking about her. Though, If I really care for her…. I need to work on this issue and be able to communicate with her.
Why do I do act this way?
What can I do to make this work?
I don’t want something as silly and stupid as not being able to communicate with each other as a main issue.
I rather an issue between us am something simple as who should take out the trash or something along those lines.
Communication is important though, if I cant even talk to her and get past how good of a day it is, how can I ever have take care of her?
I have always thought of myself being a strong person and being able to handle so much in my life. My only weakness and I know I have had it for a long time is just basic grammar of the English language. I have always kept ignoring it, because I was ignorant. Now I have someone who means so much and its starting to haunt me. What do I do now? I feel like I am kicking myself in the ass.....
I just want to tell her I love her and I would do anything for her. I think she knows that but I still need to be able to communicate with her
I am crazy about her and I need to fix this.