The First Step to The New Wolf
Well I'm making progress on my New Year Resoultions. I'm being nicer to people. Someone mentioned that to me tonight while I was talking on the phone. It was a little boast to see that I am doing something right that I set out to do this New Year. I still have work to do get where I want to be. I know there are a few things I need to let go of before I can grow and be happy with myself.
One of those things is stop trying to prove myself to everyone. I shouldn't care what anyone thinks of me whether they are my friends or just someone I know. I have nothing to prove to anyone out there. I know what I can do and that is all that matters screw people and their opinions. I'll only prove myself if pushed to far.
As for expanding my views and knowledge that will come in time when I have these other two things under better control. Which I know will take time on their own but I must believe that I can do it. It will be long road and a tough journey but I need something to push myself on right now that isn't physical because it seems my body is taking all that it can handle right now. well friends this is done for now later.
One of those things is stop trying to prove myself to everyone. I shouldn't care what anyone thinks of me whether they are my friends or just someone I know. I have nothing to prove to anyone out there. I know what I can do and that is all that matters screw people and their opinions. I'll only prove myself if pushed to far.
As for expanding my views and knowledge that will come in time when I have these other two things under better control. Which I know will take time on their own but I must believe that I can do it. It will be long road and a tough journey but I need something to push myself on right now that isn't physical because it seems my body is taking all that it can handle right now. well friends this is done for now later.