uh test test? this thing still work?
wow last post 63 weeks ago? lmao over a year well alot has happened ... not really, nothings changed much at all .. well besides half my computer gone now. the damn thing killed itself and i had to recover it and now its half gone so no more music or anything.
while nothing in my normal life has changed i feel my mental state has shifted alot, as I type it feels like I have like 3 people telling me, thats a lie, thats wrong, and many other things it be a lot nicer if it wasn't myself saying these things I kinda wish they had voices of there own it make it a lot easier to tell who's who. but anyway I am repressing my emotions for the fact that I change depending on my mood and its much easier to stay the same this way not healthy I'm sure but who cares anymore
oh yea i changed my icon finally took me like 20 mins to find a new program to change the picture to be small enough since my photoshop was killed in the comp crash.
well its been over a year maybe year and a half and I don't have much to stay still at all lawl
still alone here with nothing better to do then play games all day long to distract my brain from how dang lonely I am and I still find about 90% of the people I meet annoying and useless but I have a name for them now I call them the cancer of the world.
anyways thats all for now i guess
while nothing in my normal life has changed i feel my mental state has shifted alot, as I type it feels like I have like 3 people telling me, thats a lie, thats wrong, and many other things it be a lot nicer if it wasn't myself saying these things I kinda wish they had voices of there own it make it a lot easier to tell who's who. but anyway I am repressing my emotions for the fact that I change depending on my mood and its much easier to stay the same this way not healthy I'm sure but who cares anymore
oh yea i changed my icon finally took me like 20 mins to find a new program to change the picture to be small enough since my photoshop was killed in the comp crash.
well its been over a year maybe year and a half and I don't have much to stay still at all lawl
still alone here with nothing better to do then play games all day long to distract my brain from how dang lonely I am and I still find about 90% of the people I meet annoying and useless but I have a name for them now I call them the cancer of the world.
anyways thats all for now i guess