don't ask me why I still post
cuz I dunno if anyone reads this anymore, oh well, things are lookin crappy yet again no where to go and parents are just well the norm i guess, mostly being stupid and yellin at me for this or that and me wanting to give them the finger and say go to hell ^-^ the norm.
well seems there is no way out for a while, well there might be one buuuuut I dun think I'm gonna take that unless .. yea. my bf left me lol I saw it coming tho, cici is now in snowies truck, dun get me wrong I'm not mad at him for doing it I think he needs to be out of his house more then me and I wish him all the happiness he can handle with his mate, but ya know I am really jealous of him, being out on the road with the person that you love I may never know how that feels.
well I have a job for 2 more days -,- then its back to whatever I want to do all day. I really love my alone time now when mom n dad are gone to work and I am home alone, no yelling or blaring tv cuz dad can't hear worth crap, just me and the cats in this hell hole I call home.
thats all for now I guess
well seems there is no way out for a while, well there might be one buuuuut I dun think I'm gonna take that unless .. yea. my bf left me lol I saw it coming tho, cici is now in snowies truck, dun get me wrong I'm not mad at him for doing it I think he needs to be out of his house more then me and I wish him all the happiness he can handle with his mate, but ya know I am really jealous of him, being out on the road with the person that you love I may never know how that feels.
well I have a job for 2 more days -,- then its back to whatever I want to do all day. I really love my alone time now when mom n dad are gone to work and I am home alone, no yelling or blaring tv cuz dad can't hear worth crap, just me and the cats in this hell hole I call home.
thats all for now I guess