To Christina...
I can't help but feel helpless now, when you say you're under so much undeserved stress. I've always said that you shouldn't have to be under that kind of strain, but when you say that you're under it anyway and that you're used to it you feel so far away, and it hurts so damn much...I can't stand not knowing how you truly feel, at /any/ time, it tears me up inside.
There's so much love I've found since I first met you, and it's slowly grown deeper and richer over time, I don't want to lose even a /spec/ of that. So many times all I want to do is just pour my heart out to you so much it'd drown out Niagara Falls, hold you inside of my arms and help you see your own inner Light, and make everything right.
You've always done so much for me and you have meant so much to me that when I feel that I'm surrounded by everything I'm terrified of and depressed by, you have been the one to pull me out of my pit of my own little Hell and have brought me to Heaven. Every time I think of you, it's like...feeling my heart be uplifted and comforted by this warmth I've /never/ felt before.
As I sit here and type this, that Hoobastank song I told you about a short time ago comes to mind, the chorus to be more specific, the song being 'The Reason'.
"I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
And the reason is you
I've found a reason to show
A side of me you didn't know
A reason for all that I do
And the reason is you."
You are my heart, my soul, my strength, my foundation, my guide, my reason for living, my love, my life, my world, my everything. I love you so much Christina...all I want is for you to be happy.
There's so much love I've found since I first met you, and it's slowly grown deeper and richer over time, I don't want to lose even a /spec/ of that. So many times all I want to do is just pour my heart out to you so much it'd drown out Niagara Falls, hold you inside of my arms and help you see your own inner Light, and make everything right.
You've always done so much for me and you have meant so much to me that when I feel that I'm surrounded by everything I'm terrified of and depressed by, you have been the one to pull me out of my pit of my own little Hell and have brought me to Heaven. Every time I think of you, it's like...feeling my heart be uplifted and comforted by this warmth I've /never/ felt before.
As I sit here and type this, that Hoobastank song I told you about a short time ago comes to mind, the chorus to be more specific, the song being 'The Reason'.
"I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
And the reason is you
I've found a reason to show
A side of me you didn't know
A reason for all that I do
And the reason is you."
You are my heart, my soul, my strength, my foundation, my guide, my reason for living, my love, my life, my world, my everything. I love you so much Christina...all I want is for you to be happy.