Riding On...
I am pretty sure that the path I am on isn't for me. For 18 months now, something has felt "off".
But I have this odd notion that if certain aspects of my life were to cease, that the path that I am on would actually be fitting of me.
Maybe it isn't me, but the things I've decided to become attached to that are causing me to feel this way.
I used to have such a grand idea of what I wanted to do in the military, the things I wanted to accomplish. I can sort of guess what caused that idea to start to fade, to cause my change of heart.
That instant in general probably bled over into other aspects of me as well.
I went from juvenile optimism to ripened discontent.
But I have this odd notion that if certain aspects of my life were to cease, that the path that I am on would actually be fitting of me.
Maybe it isn't me, but the things I've decided to become attached to that are causing me to feel this way.
I used to have such a grand idea of what I wanted to do in the military, the things I wanted to accomplish. I can sort of guess what caused that idea to start to fade, to cause my change of heart.
That instant in general probably bled over into other aspects of me as well.
I went from juvenile optimism to ripened discontent.