Jun 15, 2005 04:44
So my move to Texas rushes up on me. August seems to be the most logical time to move out there but my plans seem to be skewed. The problem is that there are some things I want to take care of before I go but they all don't seem like good enough reasons to justify the massive effort it would require to wait around. My problem now is "why". I don't know why it's important for me to complete the things I want to. The root of it all is that I don't know how I feel about these things at all. So I need some help. How do you get in touch with your emotions? I mean anyone that knows me probably isn't surprised that I have no idea how to access them. It seems like it should be such an easy thing to know how you feel about something but I haven't got a clue. Perhaps I've become more vulcan than human but I know that some kind of emotion is driving my need to stay in MI for a bit longer and I think I need to know what it is. Can you attach reasons to emotions? Do they themselves have a root? Perhaps I should start there? Or do they exist separate and exclusively from the realm of reason? Anyone have any ideas?