letting my emotions get the best of me.
"I don't know why I'm disappointed", I ask Abbby.
"well it's because you're out of practice", is her response. Abbby, as usual, is a damn genius!
Three times (and two of those this week alone) this attractive but nameless girl has broken plans off with me and told me we'd reschedule. She promises of course to call me back and doesn't. At which point I text or call her a day or so later and ask if we're going to do anything at all. I mean I do like to be able to know what I'm going to be doing in a week. She inevitably calls and tell me that yes we'll get together and do [Insert plans made by her here] a few days from then. So I wait the course of that day only to allow the cycle to repeat. Now this is kind of bad behavior but honestly it's not something I should be bothered about. Carolynne used to pull this act on me pretty much all the time the last half a year we were still friends. The Llama also used to do this but he didn't pretend to reschedule. But it has been a long time since the Llama left and a long time since Carolynne wanted anything to do with me so it did come as a surprise once again. I guess the question is; should I take it as a hint? I mean maybe I'm imposing and the 'reschedule' is done simply out of obligation. I know there have been times when I've had to move people around more than once but when you get to three times I don't think I'm being unreasonable in thinking it's a clear sign that the other person really would rather be doing some thing else. Somehow my emotions are getting to best of me here. It seems like I really shouldn't be to upset at all. And this brings it around to a full cycle, Why does this disappoint me so much? I feel as if I should have known better yet I think that would make me too much of a pessimist and while I am many things, a pessimist isn't one of them. Cold, well that's a term I'm better acquainted with but it's not kicking in like it usually does. hmmm. Only 3 more months till vacation and 7 more months till I leave... I CAN MAKE IT.
"well it's because you're out of practice", is her response. Abbby, as usual, is a damn genius!
Three times (and two of those this week alone) this attractive but nameless girl has broken plans off with me and told me we'd reschedule. She promises of course to call me back and doesn't. At which point I text or call her a day or so later and ask if we're going to do anything at all. I mean I do like to be able to know what I'm going to be doing in a week. She inevitably calls and tell me that yes we'll get together and do [Insert plans made by her here] a few days from then. So I wait the course of that day only to allow the cycle to repeat. Now this is kind of bad behavior but honestly it's not something I should be bothered about. Carolynne used to pull this act on me pretty much all the time the last half a year we were still friends. The Llama also used to do this but he didn't pretend to reschedule. But it has been a long time since the Llama left and a long time since Carolynne wanted anything to do with me so it did come as a surprise once again. I guess the question is; should I take it as a hint? I mean maybe I'm imposing and the 'reschedule' is done simply out of obligation. I know there have been times when I've had to move people around more than once but when you get to three times I don't think I'm being unreasonable in thinking it's a clear sign that the other person really would rather be doing some thing else. Somehow my emotions are getting to best of me here. It seems like I really shouldn't be to upset at all. And this brings it around to a full cycle, Why does this disappoint me so much? I feel as if I should have known better yet I think that would make me too much of a pessimist and while I am many things, a pessimist isn't one of them. Cold, well that's a term I'm better acquainted with but it's not kicking in like it usually does. hmmm. Only 3 more months till vacation and 7 more months till I leave... I CAN MAKE IT.