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[darkwickednoone]

i hate girls i hated learning to love i hate her i hate this i hate chaparral i hate drama i hate myself i hate you i hate all of this i hate jocks i hate emotions i hate pain i hate skateboarding i hate nu-metal i hate the internet i hate the radio i hate alley i hate waking up i hate falling asleep i hate fear i hate aliens i hate zombies i hate scary movies i hate hot food i hate freshmen i hate sophmores i hate juniors i hate seniors i hate people who stare i hate game cube i hate my iggnorance i hate my arrogance i hate the fact how much i hate so much i hate how mean i am i hate how stupid i am i hate how this is turning out i hate how i matter i hate how i dont matter i hate how im fake im hate how im sad all the time i hate how i love caffine i hate being sick i hate nickelodeon i hate JTHM i hate dashboard i hate these walls i hate darkness i hate the light i hate my fear of death i hate my fears i hate death i hate life i hate beliefs i hate laws i hate rules i hate how im so feminine i hate feelings i hate suicide i hate blood i hate braces i hate my english class i hate how im so much lower then everyone else i hate how i ignore cory i hate how tina thinks i hate her i hate how i lie i hate how i never win i hate how i suck at everything i hate how some people say im attractive im not i have bad acne, greesy face, i sweat too much, my mouth is big, so is my nose, my birthmark, my hair is oily, my ears and big, my eyes are off set, my voice cracks, im not that smart, my hair is too curly, my feet are hairy, i have a beer belly, my fingers are weird, my hands swear WAY TOO MUCH, and my legs are freakishly skinny i hate how confused i am i hate how i hurt myself i hate how i lead myself on i hate how i lead some people on i hate how i havent gotten good grades since the 4th grade i hate how i move i hate how i look up to people i hate how i look down to others i hate how i have errational hates for some people i hate how some people are i hate alishia i hate kayla i hate tim (goodrich) i hate the girl who sits next to me in geometry for being so god damned beautiful i hate how when i am depressed everything shakes i hate how ive grown soo attached to music i hate un-trustworthy people

i want to disappear...slowly disappear