Oct 08, 2006 15:37
I just need to continue thinking that everything is going to work out OK and that I will have friends there for me... It's really hard right now remembering that I have people there for me. It's not just all the guy drama. It's everything around me. Just when I think I am at my lowest, it gets worse. I will make this work though. Even if it kills me I will stay optimistic and make everything OK.
God, let me make it through all of this...
And for those people that may be smiling through this pain I'm going through. Fuck you, because I'm still breathing and I will make it to laugh in your face.
"Discontent slowly drifting far away
Low feeling no healing a heart of stone
And as I plunder
As I fall astray
And if I should wander
Could you help me find my way
Intercept lonely tears along the way
No passage here after, you're on your own
And as I plunder
As I fall astray
And if I should wander
Could you help me find my way"