Aug 13, 2005 02:08
I honestly don't know waht to think of myself right now.. I'm not sad I'm not depressed i'm just kinda here not happy not content just kinda weird.. I seems like everyday I spend seems like just a small futile step on climing to a better being but I don't know how much more I can take of thos poverty Shit.. I'm not poor poor just comforatably broke with a side of Frustrated as hell. I'm just nervous of what I have in the future for me what it really there for me or am I just Gonna stay in this loop of never ending deceit. You can't trust I Can't feel I can't even really be me half the time. GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR!!!!!
I'm just gonna lounge for a bit I'll see you all someother time