Dec 24, 2004 15:23
I don't know what it is about this season. but wha tI do know is tha tI miss my mother, This season awakens memories that are good but soo bittersweet so surreal. everything run through my head in this season What if She was still alive should I have been a better son should I have listened to her.
I used to make her so upset because I always wanted to do what I wanted to do and never do anything else. I was way to independent. I never lived up to her expectations I was such an asshole.
this season this endless season just awakens the feelings of pain and discontent..
...this season needs to end....