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have you ever experienced a very intense depression and then got sick from it? i think that's what happened. the depression has now waned, but i feel very ill. my head is spinning and i can't eat anything. indigestion and nausea. i feel like fluid.
i took a walk today in Aldrich Park, wearing a skirt and a hoody. i also brought along with me several books in my messenger bag. but today i did not read them. i just sat on a bench in the center of the park. i just sat there, motionless, staring off into nothingness for hours. the sun had settled and the evening breeze has begun to pick up. i can hear my skirt whiplashing in the wind, dried leaves colliding with asphalt, people walking around me, skater kids falling off their boards, children laughing. arising from the bench, i took in the slim birches and the green of the pines, feeling a certain degree of satisfaction.
i took a walk today in Aldrich Park, wearing a skirt and a hoody. i also brought along with me several books in my messenger bag. but today i did not read them. i just sat on a bench in the center of the park. i just sat there, motionless, staring off into nothingness for hours. the sun had settled and the evening breeze has begun to pick up. i can hear my skirt whiplashing in the wind, dried leaves colliding with asphalt, people walking around me, skater kids falling off their boards, children laughing. arising from the bench, i took in the slim birches and the green of the pines, feeling a certain degree of satisfaction.