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The good:
1) The "party" (was it a party? meh.) sunday was pretty fun. It went well. Lots of people, it was comfortable, everybody felt welcome, there was no endless overquoting, and it wasn't dead either. Just perfect, I'd say.
2) I got accepted to another university - UOIT. So that's 2 acceptances.
3) I wrote a script last week (uh...with Sonya), which is now going to be performed as a play, and that will make my life a little easier.
The bad:
1) Turns out chemistry goes on my transcript. Turns out it's not the only one not to (as I find out after a month). So, my whole life has become chemistry, and I have to get my marks up 30% by the end of the year to keep any of my university acceptances. It's physically impossible, so I've ruined a whole year of my life through unbearable stupidity. I'm trying anyway, but it's burning me out...
2) The burnout from doing endless chemistry is driving my friends away. I can't hold anyone's interest, so all of my "positive acquantances about to be friends" are basically going to fade into nothing (and it's already beginning). That's always quite painful, losing so many people who would otherwise become excellent friends.
3)I still like ***, and I still can't tell her since she's in my play. If anyone has ever had a single "like" for a long period, they can probably understand how painful this is. It's like having a little splinter in your chest all the time, and sometimes it's killing you, other times you barely notice, but there's always pain of some kind. Not too serious a thing, there are enough emo songs written about it as it is, and if I played a guitar while reading this paragraph, the world would have another one. No, I don't feel sorry for you Dashboard Confessional. So you can shove your acoustic piece of whiny shit directly up your ass. (Yes, I know I'm complaining too, but I'm not getting PAID to do it. Emo is a fucking asscloset).
4) Kayla is now dating my extreme opposite. This guy is literally completely opposite to me in every single way - we can't talk to each other for more than 10 seconds without fighting. Now, I don't mind that she's dating him, it's just that since Kayla is one of Katie's best friends - that means I'm going to be seeing a lot more of him (Sean Kelly). Not that I don't like him, it's just we aren't meant to be friends. Well, then again, he is rascist...and that's not exactly acceptable...but...
5) I don't have enough time to direct all of my plays. No where close. But all of them are about to go up. None of them are ready, and all are going up within a week. Public humiliation is going to ensue, and failure in the case of the computers skit. Ah well.
6)Family Guy is back on the air. This would normally make me happy otherwise, sicne it's a funny show, but now the quoters are back at it again. (*rages) My entire rehearsal tonight - NOTHING BUT FAMILY GUY QUOTES!!! Greg basically performed the entire new episode from beginning to end. Everyone else thought it was absolutely hilarious that he was doing this. I was just pissed off and bored.
7)I have slept less in the last few days than ever before in my life. Chemistry is not only impossible, it multiples...the more you do, the more there is to do. I timed it to have it finished on Saturday, if I kept going at that rate (hence the party), but the amount suddenly started piling up when I got into later sections. (*rages) This uber-exhaustion has left me ready to kill.
8) I'm really sick right now. But I have to keep going now, harder than ever before, or fail entirely in every aspect of my life. And that looks like it's coming anyway...
1) The "party" (was it a party? meh.) sunday was pretty fun. It went well. Lots of people, it was comfortable, everybody felt welcome, there was no endless overquoting, and it wasn't dead either. Just perfect, I'd say.
2) I got accepted to another university - UOIT. So that's 2 acceptances.
3) I wrote a script last week (uh...with Sonya), which is now going to be performed as a play, and that will make my life a little easier.
The bad:
1) Turns out chemistry goes on my transcript. Turns out it's not the only one not to (as I find out after a month). So, my whole life has become chemistry, and I have to get my marks up 30% by the end of the year to keep any of my university acceptances. It's physically impossible, so I've ruined a whole year of my life through unbearable stupidity. I'm trying anyway, but it's burning me out...
2) The burnout from doing endless chemistry is driving my friends away. I can't hold anyone's interest, so all of my "positive acquantances about to be friends" are basically going to fade into nothing (and it's already beginning). That's always quite painful, losing so many people who would otherwise become excellent friends.
3)I still like ***, and I still can't tell her since she's in my play. If anyone has ever had a single "like" for a long period, they can probably understand how painful this is. It's like having a little splinter in your chest all the time, and sometimes it's killing you, other times you barely notice, but there's always pain of some kind. Not too serious a thing, there are enough emo songs written about it as it is, and if I played a guitar while reading this paragraph, the world would have another one. No, I don't feel sorry for you Dashboard Confessional. So you can shove your acoustic piece of whiny shit directly up your ass. (Yes, I know I'm complaining too, but I'm not getting PAID to do it. Emo is a fucking asscloset).
4) Kayla is now dating my extreme opposite. This guy is literally completely opposite to me in every single way - we can't talk to each other for more than 10 seconds without fighting. Now, I don't mind that she's dating him, it's just that since Kayla is one of Katie's best friends - that means I'm going to be seeing a lot more of him (Sean Kelly). Not that I don't like him, it's just we aren't meant to be friends. Well, then again, he is rascist...and that's not exactly acceptable...but...
5) I don't have enough time to direct all of my plays. No where close. But all of them are about to go up. None of them are ready, and all are going up within a week. Public humiliation is going to ensue, and failure in the case of the computers skit. Ah well.
6)Family Guy is back on the air. This would normally make me happy otherwise, sicne it's a funny show, but now the quoters are back at it again. (*rages) My entire rehearsal tonight - NOTHING BUT FAMILY GUY QUOTES!!! Greg basically performed the entire new episode from beginning to end. Everyone else thought it was absolutely hilarious that he was doing this. I was just pissed off and bored.
7)I have slept less in the last few days than ever before in my life. Chemistry is not only impossible, it multiples...the more you do, the more there is to do. I timed it to have it finished on Saturday, if I kept going at that rate (hence the party), but the amount suddenly started piling up when I got into later sections. (*rages) This uber-exhaustion has left me ready to kill.
8) I'm really sick right now. But I have to keep going now, harder than ever before, or fail entirely in every aspect of my life. And that looks like it's coming anyway...