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I am genuinely surprised... more like shocked. Honestly, I have never felt more disrespected in my life... well, this far in my life. Oh and how angry that got me. I have the authority and people should listen, it's my job to keep things in order and make sure things go smoothly. So I guess it makes me a fucking bitch to do my job? I seriously wanted and still want to punch a wall. I really didn't expect a friend to call me that. Sorry if your life isn't going as great as it should be but I am stage manager, people have to follow my orders, and I expect people that have been in drama as long as I have to follow orders, help out, and be a role model to the other fellow actors/ any involved in the production. If you are in the play, I expect you to do everything in your power as possible to make sure the play will be the best as it can be. I'm sure I'm a hypocrite cause I too can sometimes wander off and get side tracked but honestly, I don't care. All I know is that the play is two weeks away and we have to focus. Sure I don't mind a little fooling around but today was rediculous. If Mrs. Pederson is working with the Oompa Loompas, then I work with the actors, that's how it is. It is also especially important since the scene we were going over has to be performed on Tuesday in front of an actual audience. I am seriously pissed off and I thought writing this out would help, but it's actually making me more mad.