Jul 06, 2004 12:41
Alright, Jennifer's done with. I have nothing more to do with her at all. Now I feel like I can really start my life back up in earnest. Yesterday, I got all excited because I figured I could go update my photos at my casting agency and start up the extra work again. I got all the way to Burbank and saw a little sign posted that said that they would be closed on Monday in observance of 4th of July. Those hung over bastards! I'm trying to work here!!! Anyway, on Wednesday I plan to run around LA turning in photos to all of the extra casting agencies that I can. All of this before going hiking with Juan of course..;) It might be fun to take Juan with me. I asked Crisandra but I don't know if she'll go. She hates pretty much everything about Hollywood. She hates the fakeness and the overall crappiness that is LA. Well, where she finds disgust, I find opportunity!
Time to get serious in other matters as well. Time to "change who I used to be." No more home wrecking. No more fucking up friendships. Time to start slowly building up some trust by earning it. No more talk. Like Yoda and Juan say, "There is no try, only do." Time to go a little straight edge as well. For starters, no more pot for me, for a good long while. I MEAN IT JUAN!! And only drinking on special occasions and RNC parties. It's time for me to stop considering having an open bottle a "special occasion."
I ignored my life and friends for too long. So long I'd forgotten how to treat some of them. Well, time to fix that. Starting now.