May 03, 2004 10:51
Well, the war with Jennifer is over, and everything has been settled. I have no more payments to make to her. However, I also now have no car, computer, or damn near anything of value. This must be close to what it's like to get a divorce. Yeesh! Luckily, I've had my friends Juan and Crisandra to give me emotional support (mainly by verbally bashing Jen, which works for me. :-)
The loss of my car is not so bad. I've been using the ol' family Taurus. That damn car sure has hung on through the years. I've taken it just about everywhere including Vegas and mountain climbing.
I've recently gone through a bit of redefining in a close relationship. It doesn't really matter. We're still close. We still have eachother. We always will. It's nice to have a person to care for. Someone who clouds your mundane thoughts with dreams of tommorrow. Oh there I go, silly romantic me. Comfort isn't everything. I know this from slipping in my near comfort coma with Jen. I can provide comfort in droves, and yet I don't really need comfort myself. I have no fears of the future. I know things will work out for me. They always eventually do.
Tasks
1)Pay off cell bill, and get new plan.
2)Buy car. (I can't believe that this is #2, but it has to be!)
3)Buy computer. (Stupid requirement of modern living, how I love you!)
4)Buy headshots
5)Start sending 'em out! (how I have longed for this step!)
PS: I miss Juan