it's been a while
i'm sorry, i'm being lazy again about updating. ah crap, i need to go to the bank, well, guess i'll do that tomorrow or something. anyways, back to the real update.
went bowling a day or two ago, i forget, and got cheated out of TWO, not one but TWO turkeys...wtf? of course, being the pansy i am, my arm is sore. ugh. oh- and then we played DDR..I suck at it now, either that or the machines were just old and can't sense it unless you stomp really really hard on the arrows. I'm also trying to be cool and learn how to drive a stick shift, stalled...3 times? :( (yea, i'm horrible at it.) but I guess it was alright, I moved the car most of the time. I kind of wish I learned on a stick when I first started.
Finals were alright, the consumer behavior final was slated for 1 hour. There was no way anyone could've actually finished in an hour even if they tried, I finished in like 40 minutes but that's because I gave up on checking my answers.
something I haven't been doing in a while.
It's not that I'm afraid, or have stage fright. But the more I thinkin about CNYF, the more worried I get, especially about my own fight scene. I know I can do this, My body knows I can do this, but for some subconcious reason, there's a wall in my mind. I need to get over this wall, or I won't be able to do it. I know I can do this...but what is WRONG WITH ME?!?!?! makes me want to just give up...I worked so hard to get this far...I don't want to fail.
...I've always wanted my own fairy tale. I know that sometimes...it might be hard to believe in, but please, believe me...
"我願變成童話裡
妳愛的那個天使
張開雙手變成翅膀守護妳
妳要相信
相信我們會像童話故事裡
幸福和快樂是結局."
-光良
"I'm willing to become
the angel you love in fairy tales.
Open my arms, and turn them into wings to protect you.
You have to believe,
Believe that we'll be just like fairy tales.
Happily Ever after."
-Guang Liang.
I'm so afraid of losing this one. I've started to write so many, and so many have never been finished, and just end. It's almost like I can't write anymore, I feel that this is my last chance...I don't want to lose it.
I forgot, new hair:
Don't ask me what I was thinking....
right, so the light in my room is bright...
The girlfriend taking a picture...
The mandatory one.
...Happily Ever After...
~Johnny~
went bowling a day or two ago, i forget, and got cheated out of TWO, not one but TWO turkeys...wtf? of course, being the pansy i am, my arm is sore. ugh. oh- and then we played DDR..I suck at it now, either that or the machines were just old and can't sense it unless you stomp really really hard on the arrows. I'm also trying to be cool and learn how to drive a stick shift, stalled...3 times? :( (yea, i'm horrible at it.) but I guess it was alright, I moved the car most of the time. I kind of wish I learned on a stick when I first started.
Finals were alright, the consumer behavior final was slated for 1 hour. There was no way anyone could've actually finished in an hour even if they tried, I finished in like 40 minutes but that's because I gave up on checking my answers.
something I haven't been doing in a while.
It's not that I'm afraid, or have stage fright. But the more I thinkin about CNYF, the more worried I get, especially about my own fight scene. I know I can do this, My body knows I can do this, but for some subconcious reason, there's a wall in my mind. I need to get over this wall, or I won't be able to do it. I know I can do this...but what is WRONG WITH ME?!?!?! makes me want to just give up...I worked so hard to get this far...I don't want to fail.
...I've always wanted my own fairy tale. I know that sometimes...it might be hard to believe in, but please, believe me...
"我願變成童話裡
妳愛的那個天使
張開雙手變成翅膀守護妳
妳要相信
相信我們會像童話故事裡
幸福和快樂是結局."
-光良
"I'm willing to become
the angel you love in fairy tales.
Open my arms, and turn them into wings to protect you.
You have to believe,
Believe that we'll be just like fairy tales.
Happily Ever after."
-Guang Liang.
I'm so afraid of losing this one. I've started to write so many, and so many have never been finished, and just end. It's almost like I can't write anymore, I feel that this is my last chance...I don't want to lose it.
I forgot, new hair:
Don't ask me what I was thinking....
right, so the light in my room is bright...
The girlfriend taking a picture...
The mandatory one.
...Happily Ever After...
~Johnny~