What Happened?
Well this post is just whats been on my mind tonight.....
What happened to friendships we had?
What happened to the late night hangouts?
What happened to all the jokes we all shared?
What happened to seperate us all?
What happened that made us hate each other?
What happened to us talking at all anymore?
What happened to all the good times we shared?
What happened to our lives....before everyone else got in the way?
Seriously, tonight has been crazy. I have gone back and read old lj posts from last year in a few peoples ljs just to see what things were like last year and how much everyhting has changed. I dont fully understand why some things have changed so drastically but im tired of it and frankly i cant take it anymore....i feel like i dont have a life anymore and no im not trying to make people feel bad for me... i never have tried to do that but im just stating my feelings.....its like i cant have friends and a boyfriend at the same time so everyone left after dave and i started going out......i wish this never had to happen.....i wish i actually had friends who wanted to do things with me on weekends, i miss all that stuff....sadly right now i wish i never left branford because i know i would still have people to do things with....especially from what i heard from an old friend tonight......wow thats pretty sad when i wish that....i dont know i dont get anything really anymore but ive told my story now..........
What happened to friendships we had?
What happened to the late night hangouts?
What happened to all the jokes we all shared?
What happened to seperate us all?
What happened that made us hate each other?
What happened to us talking at all anymore?
What happened to all the good times we shared?
What happened to our lives....before everyone else got in the way?
Seriously, tonight has been crazy. I have gone back and read old lj posts from last year in a few peoples ljs just to see what things were like last year and how much everyhting has changed. I dont fully understand why some things have changed so drastically but im tired of it and frankly i cant take it anymore....i feel like i dont have a life anymore and no im not trying to make people feel bad for me... i never have tried to do that but im just stating my feelings.....its like i cant have friends and a boyfriend at the same time so everyone left after dave and i started going out......i wish this never had to happen.....i wish i actually had friends who wanted to do things with me on weekends, i miss all that stuff....sadly right now i wish i never left branford because i know i would still have people to do things with....especially from what i heard from an old friend tonight......wow thats pretty sad when i wish that....i dont know i dont get anything really anymore but ive told my story now..........