Song to set the mood then poem...maybe

[darkstarofnight]

Evanescence "Missing"

Please, please forgive me,
But I won't be home again.
Maybe someday you'll look up,
And, barely conscious, you'll say to no one:
"Isn't something missing?"

You won't cry for my absence, I know -
You forgot me long ago.
Am I that unimportant...?
Am I so insignificant...?
Isn't something missing?
Isn't someone missing me?

[Chorus:]
Even though I'm the sacrifice,
You won't try for me, not now.
Though I'd die to know you love me,
I'm all alone.
Isn't someone missing me?

Please, please forgive me,
But I won't be home again.
I know what you do to yourself,
I breathe deep and cry out,
"Isn't something missing?
Isn't someone missing me?"

[Chorus]

And if I bleed, I'll bleed,
Knowing you don't care.
And if I sleep just to dream of you
I'll wake without you there,
Isn't something missing?
Isn't something...

[Chorus]

Unamed Poem(....I am in a hopeless mood, nothing will make me happy. Not even the thing I crave and cannot have.....Love. It spiles through my fingers like melting snow, one moment I have it...the next it fades away give back to the earth.)

I am unimportant
a sarifice to the gods above
so you can have your happiness.
I am left alone and cold
while you shine in the sun.
I could turn to you and tell you,
happy things of idle brians.
But all of that would be lies
covering the pain and fear below.
Love dosen't touch my heart,
it dosen't touch my hand.
Love has abandoned me,
I'm cradled by my own embrace,
no warmth from another takes it's place.
You speak but I don't listen,
your lips move but I hear no sound.
I only hear my heart beneth my cheast,
betting songs of pain.
I feel your arms around me again,
your lips pressing agaisnt mine,
all of these things I feel,
but only in my mind.
So I lock all of this away,
You are Pandora,
my heart is your box,
I am world,
and what is realised?
It is the coruption,
it is my love for you.