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I know that i haven't written in here in a long ass time, and i had good reason not to. I recently started my own personal journal/scrapbook, and i love it, but for some reason i felt the need to update this livejournal.
so far this summer has not been too great. i work my ass off at both pagoda and pac sun, pulling double shifts extremely often, driving 1/2 hr each way to either job... but it keeps me busy. if i didn't have that, living in jersey this summer would have been torture.
i went to germany and austria for 2 weeks [just got back yesterday] and as beautiful as it was, i am so glad to be back in the states. for one thing, i was sick of only knowing bits and pieces of what people were saying [damn those 4 years of german in high school] and i couldn't read a freaking menu at any restaurant... but the thing that makes me the most happy that i am back is the fact that i missed jim so incredibly much, it's unbelievable. being that far away from him for 2 weeks made me realize exactly how much i care for him [i knew i loved him and all, but now i feel like i can't live without him...]. he really is my everything, [and i know that it might freak him out if he knew that--but for all i know he might be thinking the same...] and i am just so happy that i can see him again now.
yesterday was a great home-coming. after driving from the newark airport to west chester, showering [cause my air conditioner in my car doesn't work AGAIN], and saying goodbye, i met jim at the park by my house. i was so happy to see him! i took him out to dinner, and then we played mini-golf and went to dairy queen for ice cream. it felt so amazing to be back together with him, and i can't wait till this weekend for the jeep show so i can spend more time with him!
i guess that's all i really feel like updating. i don't know if i'm going to start updating this journal regularly again, but we'll see. :)
so far this summer has not been too great. i work my ass off at both pagoda and pac sun, pulling double shifts extremely often, driving 1/2 hr each way to either job... but it keeps me busy. if i didn't have that, living in jersey this summer would have been torture.
i went to germany and austria for 2 weeks [just got back yesterday] and as beautiful as it was, i am so glad to be back in the states. for one thing, i was sick of only knowing bits and pieces of what people were saying [damn those 4 years of german in high school] and i couldn't read a freaking menu at any restaurant... but the thing that makes me the most happy that i am back is the fact that i missed jim so incredibly much, it's unbelievable. being that far away from him for 2 weeks made me realize exactly how much i care for him [i knew i loved him and all, but now i feel like i can't live without him...]. he really is my everything, [and i know that it might freak him out if he knew that--but for all i know he might be thinking the same...] and i am just so happy that i can see him again now.
yesterday was a great home-coming. after driving from the newark airport to west chester, showering [cause my air conditioner in my car doesn't work AGAIN], and saying goodbye, i met jim at the park by my house. i was so happy to see him! i took him out to dinner, and then we played mini-golf and went to dairy queen for ice cream. it felt so amazing to be back together with him, and i can't wait till this weekend for the jeep show so i can spend more time with him!
i guess that's all i really feel like updating. i don't know if i'm going to start updating this journal regularly again, but we'll see. :)