talk to me, seriously..I probably want to give you everything you want..
and if you read it all..il be a happy girl! il even give you a hug if you comment *hint hint* lol
Im accually doing pertty good. I cant believe how accepting I am sometimes. I dont know if its better to save one very special person as apposed to saving a large amount of meaningless ppl. I think if it came to saving the only person i really care about in the world or saving a ton of ppl i dont care about, i would go w/ the one person. (not that i wouldnt like to save them all)
i dont really understand so dont base any judgments on me from that.
*sigh* I dont know what I'm after anymore either. lol not that i have much of a problem w/ it but i also dont think that "just going w/ it" is the best. thats not usually how i do. w/e now i just want someone to care about me. hahah i know all my friends "care" or w/e but its like half the ppl i know are just half-assing it (yea-uh and on aim too..you "skrod lovers!"). Then again i dont have much room to talk.
If i think your worth it im sooo going to try and help as much as i possibly can though.
no one makes me feel like jumping at the chance to help them.(yea i felt like that before) I guess that'd accually be really hard to do, it depends on me too much. ba..
im sort of happy about school. I feel like meeting new ppl. Im definately going to miss not being sleep deprived. damn..so il be back to getting a gay 5-6 hours of sleep regularly, 7 if everything goes to schedule (and you know i dont have one), 8 if im v-ery lucky. lol thats exactly why i took that wierd nap at 7pm today. usually i think of naps as wates of time but..im not going to get the grand opertunity very often when school is in.
so on aim..dont give me a "lol, yea" for an answer and cut it off there. haha i think i ranted for like 3 weeks about the over use of 'lol'. Pissed me off how much i got that. i mean now its not much of a problem cause i keep talking to 6 ppl. ooo and it takes me forever to w/b! love you all..
like these lyrics!
"Am I more than you bargained for yet
I've been dying to tell you anything you want to hear
Cause that's just who I am this week
Lie in the grass, next to the mausoleum
I'm just a notch in your bedpost
But you're just a line in a song
(A notch in your bedpost, but you're just a line in a song)
Drop a heart, break a name
We're always sleeping in, and sleeping for the wrong team
We're going down, down in an earlier round
And Sugar, we're going down swinging
I'll be your number one with a bullet
A loaded God complex, cock it and pull it
[x2]
Is this more than you bargained for yet
Oh don't mind me I'm watching you two from the closet
Wishing to be the friction in your jeans
Isn't it messed up how I'm just dying to be him
I'm just a notch in your bedpost
But you're just a line in a song
(Notch in your bedpost, but you're just a line in a song)
Drop a heart, break a name
We're always sleeping in, and sleeping for the wrong team
We're going down, down in an earlier round
And Sugar, we're going down swinging
I'll be your number one with a bullet
A loaded God complex, cock it and pull it..."
Movies on Saturday! call me...and concider me awake at all hours.