"and the colors all fade to grey.."
as i sat with the people i adore
i realized we were together no more
im stil alone..
fri was the only kool day (cause sat and sun i wasted in NY..BOO!) the gang decided to celebrate roberts b-day at the connections movie night (club). we had cake and singing! yay!..and an air horn! woo! and my favorite part was the couch. there were 6 of us on the ity bity thing. it was so lovely being that together. but..omg! the people i sat with..i shouldnt have sat between! what was i thinking??? le banana and cameron, duh! i even had a thought and it went, "the love is not with u, its for themselves..what are u doing sitting here then?" idiot-ah! please wont someone administer a 3 piece beating on me? (JK!) it just helped me realize how apart i really am. wuteva!