i fiinally fell
well i gues i got 2 brake the bad new 2 some1 so i guess here is probly the best place for it as know1 can tell me off or same im a bad person. coz thats how i feel. i cudnt even make it past 11 months with out cutting. well if u can call it that there more like cat sraches on my feet. i want 2 do so much worries but i cant as i dont want my bf 2 notes as he wud go mad at me as he throught we had got over it. but i guess wot they say is true once a cutter always a cutter. do i feel better for it a lil but i guess it coz i havent cut deep enuogh or i havent cut as much as i want 2. but as its on my feet i still have 2 make it look like there cat scratches other whys he know wots goin on. i know i shud tell him but i dont think he cud handly it all over again. i dont know wot 2 do. i really need help.