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well this is probly goin 2 be a really pointless post. but i dont care. i feel so shit rite now. i dont kow why and its really getting 2 me. i wanted 2 say after neally a year im finlly better and i can go back 2 liveing a normal life. well i was so wrong. i dont now how i cud get it so wrong. i feel like im loseing it alover again. but im trying 2 stay strong as i have richie now and i dont want him 2 feel like he had 2 keep proping me up all the time. as thats not want i want from ower relatoinship. its ment 2 be a tow way thing not just 1 way. richie thinks ive just got a bit of the winter blues and ill be ok in a lil bit. but i dont know i feel like it might b more.